Wednesday, March 15, 2006

7:59PM - Are you there?

I'd like to live in my background.

I lost my camera. If anyone has found a goldish camera in a black case with a role of film (ready to be developed) and a new one in the camera, it's mine. :/ Bad time to lose it too.

I find lately that I've been restless.
I'm highly annoyed.

Sometimes, I just want to get lost.


But the weird thing is, I've been happier than I have been for the entire year...

Current mood: in no mood for a "mood"

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

9:35PM - What are you tyring to prove?

Sometimes, life is hard.




Everything, will be all right.

Current mood: encouraged

Tuesday, February 7, 2006

Sunday, January 22, 2006

9:51PM - It's like Valentine's Day.

I'm actually looking forward to attending school tomorrow, and suprisingly, High School Bowl. I think it's probably one of the best feelings I've had since the beginning of the school year.

Aside from all the feelings I've had this weekend, of course. Mae, Kyle and...I, rock my socks off.


P.S. Is it possible to rock your own socks off?

-Fill me in.

Current mood: excited

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

9:43PM - Suddenly, everything has changed.

My dad and I both have incurable addictions...talking. We went out to dinner tonight, and we talked frantically, almost interrupting each other even. Not because we needed to catch up, but because we always have the urge to get our thoughts out... and the only people who really get it, i mean REALLY get it, are each other. But, we always say the same damn thing. He always wants to break away from the chains of work, responsibilities, money, while I always want to break away from my frusterating imprisonment in an age group that, well, I just don't fit into anymore. And it's sick, because the only two people who get each other fully don't even listen to each other. And it's depressing, and my life is just...spiralling out of control, because I can't even talk anymore like I used to. I can't listen, I just can't BE anymore. I don't understand myself, or those around me or anything else.

And what was meant to be something else, turned into...this.

And another thing, girls that range from 18 to 50something all hit on my dad...who's a middle-aged single man working his life away.

It's weird to have a babe for a dad.

Current mood: haunted

Friday, December 23, 2005

12:18PM - Landslide

I'm really bad at good-byes.

I'm sometimes the absolute definition of loser.

And I sometimes, sercretly, just want to live in my books.


Hello, My Name Is Sally, And I Am A Creep.

Current mood: aggravated

Monday, November 14, 2005

9:01PM - Don't you wish, sometimes, your heart was made of stone?

HMMMM. Time passes so fast.

This friday Kyle comes home for a WHOLE WEEK! Oh happy day. Then we are going to Chi-town. I'm pretty sure I'll be a museum/shopper to the max that weekend. Hopefully...if his fam. feels like taking me.

I think Mae may come home Xmas break. I'd kill for her to come back. Anyone, name them, and it's done. (miss her)

Last Wenesday was my first day of yoga class. It was pretty sweet, except my mom and I thought she kept repeating: "Now, expand your breastssss" (she had the most peculiar talking methods) so we were so creeped out, while trying to expand them (you try and figure it out). Finally we realized that she was saying "expand your breaths"

We laughed hard.



PS I want a big family. I've always wanted one, but lately I've really been craving one. A brother and sister or a few...just a big one that I can laugh with. Its weird.

But Ryan is coming home next year...not that it really matters, but we've gotten closer. YAY!

Current mood: mellow

Current music: Cher

Sunday, October 16, 2005

7:59PM - If the sky was purple, then what would everything else be?

I feel crazy lately. When I'm talking to someone, or waiting on someone, and they say something that I don't really like or that I don't really want to do, I act all nice and what not, and try to bend to fit their needs, but in my head I think all these crazy mean things.
For example:
At work, when someone orders a triple shot mocha with whipped cream and whole milk, I smile and say okay, but in my mind I'm thinking along the lines:
"You don't need this you big fatty!" And it really creeps me out.
There are different variations of what goes on in my head, but most are kinda mean in those situations.

And another thing, I need a break. Really, from everything. I'm so pooped out all the time that just simply turning the TV on is a chore. Its horrid.

Can anyone help me out?

Current mood: amused

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

5:57PM - Our team is RED HOT

Today was our first match for High School Bowl. I'm proud to say that we won 160 to 115 against Ironwood. They were a strong team, and I'm really glad we beat them; it boosts the team spirit :)

Even though I'm just an alternate, and yes, ranked 7 of 8 on the team, it really made me feel good to win. Marquette hasn't won a single GAME for 6 years. I really like all the members of my team and hope that we can last for a long time together.

If anyone wants to watch us, we're going to be on Channel 13 (Public TV), Saturday Oct. 29th at 8 PM. Its sure to be a good time. :)

Current mood: geeky

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

6:39PM - If anyone cares...

I think I'm stuck in the world of yesteryear. I keep thinking that its last year... and that everything is just on some momentary break and that things will return to "normal"

Its really werid. I can still remember everything about last year, and still feel as though I'm there, but everything seems fuzzy and tinted. Its the weirdest sensation, and I don't appreciate it.

But on the good side, this year has been moving steadily past me, and although I'm uber stressed, I've successfully escaped into a mood that is... I guess not too easy to shake. At least thats what I tell myself, and what I give off.


Who knows what the hell is actually going on in my head?

Current mood: aggravated

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

3:12PM - My soup is cold

This year is turning out to be a lot harder school wise than I thought it would be. I'm having a rough time in subjects I usually breeze by in. I'm beginning to think that I don't have the brian capacity to pass my senior year. Which, at this moment in time, wouldn't be minded too much...I guess.

I found out today that when I was accepted into MTU that my name was just automatically dropped into the "pool" for scholarships that I apply for. That makes me nervous because what if I'm not good enough for any of them?

I have no time either. Something is going on EVERY day after school. And on weekends, if I'm not working, I'm either trying to get to Tech or trying to get Kyle home.

What a horrible year this is proving to be.

(And its only the beginning!)

Current mood: cranky

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

6:33PM - Yahoo!

I was tagged by the Cor-ster


"List Ten Things that Make You Happy & Tag Six Friends to Do the Same"

I love:
1. Kyle
2. Mae
3. All my other super awesome friends Cora, Davis, Jain, Jordan, Julia... on and on...
4. Reading lovely books (Outlander series by Diana Gabaldon)
5. Being happy
6. Hate to say it...school
7. My birthday is tomorrow
8. Walking and thinking
9. Being different
10. Making people appreciate/feel better about themselves.

I tag: Mae, Jordan, Megan Kelly, Amanda B, Zahner, and my lovely Ana (Ash)

Current mood: amused

Monday, September 12, 2005

3:38PM

Words have been swimming around in my head today. Sentences have been composing themselves, while papers and papers are being imaginarily filled. But yet I still can't seem to come to a conclusion. Shitty shitty shit.

On a totally random note, I'm dying my hair again. But Cora ran out of hair dye, so the bottom layer is brownish. And...Cam and her went to shopko to get some, but I'm freaking out because it looks super blonde. Ah well... things will work out. If not, I'll chop it all off >:}

Current mood: confuddled

Sunday, September 11, 2005

9:12PM - Hot and sticky.

Hot days like this make me nauseated and sleepy. I can't take much more of them.

Visiting with Kyle is the most lovely thing in the world, but when he leaves it hurts worse everytime. It seems like a never-ending set of booboos.

I need my friends to come back with me now. I've had enough time apart. Its time for Julia, Mae, Jordan and Kyle to come home. NOW.

Please? :(

Current mood: blank

Sunday, September 4, 2005

12:25AM - Stranger with a door key

So I am in Tech's super hightech and cool computer lab. They've got so much money, and everything is nice here. I really want to come here next year. Its a good school, and encourage people to come with me. :)

School is alright. Good classes, with many good people in them. But, I must admit I just want to get the hellll out of there.

I'm with my love right now, and let me tell you, there is nowhere else I'd rather be. (except maybe in Ohmaha with Mae AND my lover, and Julia. And Jain)

Mae Mae, check out Kyles myspace..there is a picture of you and me...but I like the caption under it better. Just go to it, you'll see.

Love you (Mae)

Current mood: happy

Monday, August 29, 2005

11:55AM - Taken from Prout

Post Please

` your most fond memory of me
` something you don't like about me
` something you do like about me
` something only I understand
` A suggestion


Good luck to everyone this year.

Current mood: cheerful

Saturday, August 27, 2005

10:23PM - Oh life

It seems that just as the storm clouds rolled in and began to descend, that they just as quickly thinned out and floated off.

Life is so amazing.

Thanks to you my darling.

Current mood: elated

Thursday, August 25, 2005

12:35AM - Where do we go from here?

Its frusterating how different my feelings are in my heart and in my head. Usually they never agree on anything, and I can never figure out which one to act upon.

Finally though, they agree on the same thing. But now I fear that I might be lacking the strength to carry through on their feelings.



Is it stupid that I wait up for you at night?

Current mood: upset

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

9:16PM - I changed the name of this town

Sometimes I don't know how to feel about things. I'll wake up and feel so great, and then my mood will worsen in the afternoon; I feel like no one really cares, that I'm just some loner, but then I'll mentally slap myself in the face and everything will be peachy again.

I guess it all comes down to the fact that I'm not good at embracing change. Maybe no one is, I'm not really sure. But, I hate it, and this year I'm determined to change it.


I think I'm going to put pink highlights in my hair again...any suggestions?

Current mood: cynical

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